I LIKE TO DISSECT GIRLS. DID YOU KNOW I´M UTTERLY INSANE?

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There are no more barriers to cross.
All I have in common with the uncontrollable and the insane, the vicious and the evil, all the mayhem I have caused and my utter indifference toward it I have now surpassed.
My pain is constant and sharp and I do not hope for a better world for anyone, in fact I want my pain to be inflicted on others.
I want no one to escape, but even after admitting this there is no catharsis, my punishment continues to elude me and I gain no deeper knowledge of myself;
no new knowledge can be extracted from my telling. This confession has meant nothing.

I'VE ALWAYS HAD THE CURSE OF BEING RIGHT AND KNOWING MORE THAN EVERYONE ELSE

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I can’t feel shit. I can’t feel anything.
We think that pain is the worst feeling. It isn’t.
How could anything be worse than this eternal silence inside of me?

NOBODY BREAKS MY HEART

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: Sometimes I think I was born backwards, you know, came out my mum the wrong way.
I hear words go past me backwards. The people I should love I hate, and the people I hate..